I was feeling lost, having had a day where my blood sugar crashed, among other things, including THREE love interests. So much crap, so so much, useless, mindless crap. I can look them in the eye and feel something, but part of me knows I'm still the perennial bachelor, not ready to really share my life.
And the "buying of many bibles" and, "yet the reading of none". I explain about one of the good KJV study Bibles that's on the market today.